yehey a post! I was used on posting copy-pasted lyrics, because its also an exchange of me telling a story, coz they are somewhat alike.. I was so desperate those times.. I don't wanna remember it anymore, but since it happened I never became so bubbley and so happy.. and i dont think it that joy would come back.. 'coz I've already locked my door.. haven't found the key yet but I'm really trying to look for it.. I just wish that someday... someday.. someday.. life is really hard.. i never thought that it would reach this hard.. and now.. its much more harder than I thought.. actually it's all my fault if I just didnt then it wont.. haha.. i really cant spill it.. coz i just said I dont wanna remember anymore..

anyways it's a sunday and im really hella bored.. this morning is an ordinary week end morning wake up, play the guitar.. eat.. take a bath .. and go to church.. I got used to it so i never skipped a line... I really concentrated on playing the guitar.. though it makes my fingers hurt.. it feels like I've cut my fingers so many times.. it really hurts.. but it does feel good to listen to it.. they said someday I'll get used to it.. I'm inlove with my guitar <3 ahha.. 

drawing is really a heaven sent talent for me haha... coz one time in art class, I made a rose and some orchids and my classmates were making me draw for them.. but i keep on rejecting but instead just teach them.. its unfair.. they must draw on their own.. how can they learn.. 1 drawing i make a blue poring and it was soo cute!! I was having 2nd thoughts on giving it.. coz its really really cute.. maybe someday i'll post my drawings here.. though I've created it, i think its really nice... coz usually im not really proud of my drawings.. but others think its nice, now its a masterpiece.. haha .. my mom was planning to put it in a frame to stay as a memory.. if i had 1 person to give that, i'll give it to my mom ^^ even though she's older than me... that's all for now \m/